I wanna feel alive

Сабина Шарм
 I wanna feel that I'm alive.
 That all is awesome in my life.
 So why I can't to see the sense,
 To be right now in present tense?
 To sleep without stupid dream,
 Wake up without soul scream..
 How need to live, why should I play?
 When main task for us to stay,
 Stay in this world and try survive,
 Because I wanna feel alive