I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HELP MYSELF
You're like a ghost - you show up,
Then you vanish, causing pain.
How do you handle your feelings?
There's love inside us...Tell me, please?
With time, you stopped writing
You don't bother any more
No more sweet pink emails
You stopped fighting for our love.
I'm scared, I feel like somebody else
I can't forget you, despite attempts
I don't know how to help myself
They envy me, but my love is ache.
17-06-2016
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AP (the original version – ru)