Like a pointless pendulum am I...
On a string below is my heart-
Between two dimensions: live or die,-
Stuck forever, while we are apart...
Somber feelings fill me like a jug...
Wishful thinking, pondering and pain...
Wish I could be like a plug unplugged-
Not to dream of holding you- in vain.
How d'you dare to hurt me once again?
Why on earth did you come anyway?
Was it all because you read my pain
In the lines untargeted? My shame
It has been to love you and to beg
You to just come back to me one day...
It was never meant for you to brag,
Or to feel so pleased... I feel betrayed-
Just like when you left me all alone!
For it's hard for me to read your heart...
Wish it were not made of selfish stone...
Wish you were to feel the same... Apart
We are... And we will be, cos it's all
My delirium, My love, My wicked pain...
If you love me, why not write or call?
Why not just do something? And today!?
On a string between the two dimensions lost,
I have no idea what you really feel...
And my aching heart is all in deep, deep frost...
So loving... So slow to heal...
05.11.2016