Looking through the window

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Looking through the window,
I desire to see you again.
Alas!I can't get this bingo,
And start writing with pen.

I believed u'll be only mine,
But not yet, not this time,
U said with a monotone voice,
Thinking to give me a choice.

Many years have insensibly gone,
Since u sent a message to me,
This test i have successfuly done,
And waiting to visit the sea.

(Первый опыт написания на английском языке,не судите строго)
 I hope u 'll enjoy reading it!