I am

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See, see how bitter I am
All alone in the snow
Remarking my thoughts
See, see how bitter I am

See, see how cloth-eared I am
All the tones of this world
Gone cause they not controlled
See, see how cloth-eared I am

See, see how lonely I am
I am struggling through
Angry soulless crowd
See, see how lonely I am

See, see how loving I am
Lost my heartbeat for you
Sold my soul for untrue
See, see how loving I am

See, see how rotten I am
Between trees, between greens
Vainly waiting your lips
See, see how rotten I am

See, see how holy I am
Naked grace on my bed
Watching, hugging my head
See, see how holy I am