Let me cry to smile

Алина Кан
Every sip of tea
Tastes like water…
Every piece of food
Tastes like nothing…

Yes, you should
Make me cry,
I beg.
And maybe
When you wake up
I won’t be in pain,
Maybe when you wake up
I will believe in the next morning again.
See,
All I need is to cry it out
But you’re perfect at making me laugh.
Friend,
Let me be found
in the crowd
Let me stand up to my pain.
And maybe
When you wake up
I will be able to breathe again.
Please let me cry now
So when you wake up
I can smile.
Friend,
How many thousand miles
Is there between us?
Tell me what lies
Deep down in our souls
And what it is
that chokes me with silence.
Tell me please
Is my soul too big or too small
For this body
And what I should do to let it all out..
Listen,
If you hear me now
In your sleep
Send a smile westwards
And let me cry out loud.
I’m so scared,
So scared…

But again
Unwillingly
You made me
Smile.