why is it so hard
to do the right thing?
God, where is my card
to pay for everything?
*
and if I don't wake up tomorrow,
just tell me - will you wait for me?
'cause I don't know how can we bear sorrow
that makes us stand right on our knees.
you asked to trust, to let love in
but I am damaged, empty doll.
i hate your guts. where have you been?
you left me there. you left us all.
*
you saw me dying
saw my blood
you left me crying
in this flood
you hate me, darling.
like the bleed?
you happy starling
on a tree
*
nothing ever changes, sweety, is it true?
you know it is. we both know it. and both believe.
it's more than I can take, you have no clue.
it hurts so much to wear heart right on my sleeve.
*
and I'm going
don't leave me don't leave don't leave me do not
is it too late too late too late too late too
I'm going down down down down and I got caught
will I wake up? forget me not
is it too late too late too late too late too late now?
I fall asleep. but it's alright.