Sounds of decay

Андрей Тн
Another sigh, and sunshine is gone,
I can see nothing but sea of darkness.
I feel like touching my wounds again,
I feel like sinking in crimson waters.
Still can't stop thinking and dreaming of you,
My mind is full of what can't be spoken.
Being haunted by ruthless thoughts,
I lie awake here, forsaken and broken.

Sounds of decay...
I'm falling deeper into this ocean.
There's no time to pray,
It's time to get into pointless motion.
Waking to drown again in the stunning routine.
This world without you is just a race
That I'd never win.

Once again I am hiding myself
Upon the smile that is killing me slowly.
I feel growing void in my chest.
I stare back at the times I was stronger.
Desolation keeps on getting inside,
Every breath my lungs take feels like torture.
Your charming smile in my head shines so bright -
The last thing I will see  before crossing the border.

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