If every star in heaven
Could make my twilight fair,
And drive away the clouds
Of my black despair,
To hold my thoughts from sinking
Into the boundless deep,
And give my mind weary
The blessed healing sleep.
So often my heart was dry
Without the hint of charity,
Shallow soul wet not my eyes;
I see it now with clarity.
I wasn’t able to further look
To catch the only truth:
My Life was just a dream
That disappears with youth.
When triumph’s forgotten
And the Past locked its door,
I see something important
Will come back to me no more.
I looked at the each
of my life crook:
Everything went quickly ahead,
Having taken me
in a whirling brook,
It seems now like a real mad.
And in the flood
between days and nights,
When the main’s forgotten
by blind disgrace,
Something’s been lost
from my own sight
In this devastating race…
My mind dropped slowly
into the hollow,
The abyss of darkness
and ignorance followed,
The extreme despair went deep
in my thoughts,
But like never before
I feel how it hurts…