did it all happen to me?

Маитаэ
did it all happen to me?
just look! do you see?
I'm not sure if it can be
all these people in the street
are not people... they are meat.
I bet they don't live at all
only drugs and rock'n'roll
only sex without love...
don't they want to be above?
don't they want to start again,
to retry the whole this game?
it's so beautiful to live,
to forget and to forgive.
all this life is just a dream.
all these people really seem
to be actors on the stage
is it really Golden Age?
is it really what we want?
I'm not free, you are my bond.
you're my nightmare, you're my death.
in my heart you are a mess.
I have got the loss of sight-
you're the reason. there's a fight
in my mind and in my soul
but for you it is the show.
let me close my darkened eyes,
let me ask you, honey, twice
I'm not sure if it could be
did it all happen to me?