If I could choose the place I want to be,
If I could run from all these horrid thoughts,
If I could stand up versus standing on a knee,
If I could stop retracing all those shots...
I'd run somewhere where hearts don't bleed
I'd be the first to open up my mind,
I'd throw away these doubts no one needs,
I'd live, I'd be... the only of the kind.
But words you threw at me had nailed me down,
I'm almost nowhere, almost nothing, fading out.
It's still your choice to make me smile or frown,
Please wake me..please, just turn it all around