Disillusioned

Ирина Нерпас
I left without sayin' godbye
To let you breathe in all the lie
We tried to reconcile so hard
And ended up with disregard

I've let you grow through my beliefs,
You're creeping in like humble thief
You're stealing things not meant for you
Still, smile to you is all I do

You're shining outwards, but within
I feel the pain that curls your skin,
In constant search for place to rest
You pull us in to solve the quest

Your charming gestures drive me mad,
Release the chaos in my head,
I try, I run, awake at night
I think of how to win this fight

But please don't stop, go on with this,
Please be the one I'll really miss,
Let feelings flow to find one day
We've both been crushed and swept away