I see a monster in my mind,
And you'll see, just look in it.
Human thoughts you'll never find.
And cold instead of heat...
I'm not God that you adore,
I can't love as you all can...
You see, I can't ignore
My reasons to be man...
I can't be who you are.
I can't make you be me.
My freedom is so far.
I never could get free.
I'd like to run away
Instead of killing you.
It's not enough to pray
To make your dreams come true.
I am drowning in my lies,
I have gone completely mad.
But when I see your loving eyes...
I have nothing to add.
01/05/09