Just another lie

Ирина Нерпас
I'm lying here awake,
The sun shines on my cheek,
But I think it's all fake,
Cause I think I'm a freak.

I'm trying to be me,
But the pressure is hard,
I'll never be free
Cause I drift back to start.

I am hating these days,
But we can't break the line,
And this hundred of ways
Is just another lie.