Even a thought of u, it makes me feel
That all this wounds will never heal…
I cant control myself, Ive lost my mind
Though I have eyes I’m falling blind….
I cant erase my past, my memory…
It hurts each moment, each minute, every day…
I’m falling in darkness there’s no reality,
I’m so tired, I cant even pray…
I give up, my world dies in fire
And I’m letting it burn…I don’t need it as before….
It was everything, my world, mine entire…
But now I don’t need it, nothing to live for…
My body’s burning all in fever
And snow has covered the trees
I’ll never forget u, I’m urs forever…
It’s my December playing, he’s made all this…