What do you think of it, my Heart?
He's silent, but you're beating louder.
What story lies there inside,
I know. But I'm no more a fighter!
To love him is the source of tears,
But yet it's my best consolation.
What should I do with all these tears?
What should I do with his deception?
My mind's confused and you're demanding:
You need him closer, next to me.
Oh, how I do agree, my Darling!
Oh, how I wish he would be near!
His tender hugs and warming kisses...
The only things I've kept in mind.
I know that you're the one I listen,
But you love him, and so do I!
But pulling ourselves together
We should be strong to hold the side -
And then we'll have him nigh forever,
And then we'll win this bloody fight!
(January 24, 2007)