Why?

Ìàðèíà Âûñîöêàÿ
Why are you doing it to me?
Why don’ you t want to feel me deeper?
You’re so cruel, You’re like steel
You’ve made me love you, & I do it!
But time is slowly passing by
Your face, your image becomes lighter
You’re disappearing in time,
& I’m afraid, that I can’t find you…
I’m loosing, hardly loosing you,
But I don’t want to be a looser
& I will fight. Will fight for you
& I will come to you on Tuesday,
Or maybe it will be some Sunday,
Or maybe Monday, nevermind,
You only have to be at home,
I only want you to be kind…
Don’t talk, don’t move, don’t interrupt
Just let me see your eyes a while,
Just let me touch, just let me feel
Just let me smell you, be so kind.
A moment just, some seconds, please,
I’ll leave, but not because I’m tired
I can’t see something in your eyes
I can’t see something like a fire.
I came to you. It was not easy
I came to you & I’m afraid,
I came to you & won’t leave you
Because already live in you…
I do believe that things are changing,
I do believe the day will come
I do believe one perfect evening
I will see fire in your eyes.
Love gives a fire, I really mean it.
Love is a fire that burns in in,
Love is a fire, I want to see it,
Love is a fire. Give it to me...
I want to burn in hell,
But not alone…
I want to live in peace
But not with them…
You are the only thing I need now,
You, who is now my only friend…