No matter

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You know… You should say – “Forgive…”
For everything you’ve done, my darling,
For… You do know, for sure, what I mean,
For… No matter. Thanks – for gift.

Thanks – for three years of my life
Lived – for beloved. No matter how.
God only knows, what happens now –
“Today” is much more sharp than – knife.

No more – a knight. No more – a Dame,
No longer – happiness in breathing,
Your voice – through tired phone’s just teasing.
I’ll guess – what for. Another claim?

For – what? I’ve been – all through – with You
No matter – in sunrise or sunset,
Throughout the net – envying glances.
I hoped – heartfully – You knew…

No matter. I’ll reject a gift,
Neglect – my heartache and my fever.
No matter… But… Before retrieving
As yet – I hope… Just say – “Forgive”…