Sorry, I lied

Шансовнетка
Sorry, I lied.
I'm not glad.
All my efforts to smile have no luck.
Sorry , I lied.
I was sad
as I said:"t's OK.
Words do suck!

Sorry, I lied.
I'm not cool.
Can this poem be a point for the end?
Sorry, I lied.
I'm a fool.
'Cause I dare to want more from a friend.

Sorry, I lied.
My heart cried
As I said:"Have fun and good bye."
Sorry, I lied,
But I tried
To forget it.God knows,I did try.

Sorry, I lied.
I can't say,
What the feeling it's like.Please, don't laugh.
Sorry, I lied.
So I pray-
Please, forgive me.
Forget my hard love...