The phone doesn t ring

Evgesha
The phone doesn’t ring,
And there’s no new e-mail message.
I’m afraid, I was left alone.

I am afraid to lose you,
And to lose points of the game.
I have to lie, hide, and manipulate your feelings.

Do I really love you?
Or I just want to have some fun?
I don’t know how to think and to behave properly.

I can’t sleep. I’ m dreaming too much.
I’ve lost my prayers, and my relaxation.
I see my future in black colors.

If I will dump you ourt of my heart,
I will believe that you will do the same with me.
And I will be left with nothing.