My life without you,
The day alone
May make me feel
Something very low.
I think about you
But these thoughts are sad.
I try not to love,
And then I do something bad.
So, I’ve smoked some cigarettes
In spite of promising myself
That I won’t do it. Never!
I hope now you hate yourself
For the pain you caused,
For the fact that I cried
For when you turned me down
I wished I had died.