Mistake number...

Ëþáà Òèõîìèðîâà
Was I mistaken thinking you’re the one
And only in my life?
Are there any more directions
To go to? Any brighter lights?
Or any inescapable connections?
Was I mistaken I’m the one for you?
The one to build a home and build a fire
Inside your heart, to make your dreams come true…
Was I completely blinded by desire?
Was I mistaken to forgive the words,
Which cut right through my soul
And leave the wounds wide open?
Or maybe I was wrong in trying to control
Each single part of you, in being so outspoken,
In letting you too close, in going way too far…
Was I mistaken in my stubborn feeling
That we were meant to be by our lucky star?
Was it too childish of me to believe it?
I’ll never know. But tell me who decides
If we’re mistaken? Who’s the one that’s judging,
If not ourselves, through many days and nights,
In our dark and isolated dungeon.